The last post I wrote (not including yesterdays) was in January of 2012...! I'm embarrassed that I haven't written anything in over a year, but yet amazed that it's been that long! Time really does fly by!
As I mentioned in yesterdays post, my intention was to take a break from writing, due to our house renovations. Well, we finally finished those up in April of this year. I am SO glad they are behind us! But what I also mentioned was that I started to feel like I didn't have anything worth while to 'say'. Early on in the year I had someone come to me twice and ask me to lead a women's Bible/book study. Both times I said no, because I felt that God was preparing me for something, that it wasn't a time for me to be teaching, but that I needed to be taught something. God used the year of 2012 to prepare and teach me some things that I needed to learn, but definitely not how I would have ever expected!
In August of 2012 my husband accepted a job in the North West Territories and later started working in the Province of Alberta. We live in Saskatchewan...! I never thought I would be 'that' wife! The wife who's husband works away from home and flies back and forth, not leaving her, but leaving her (you know what I mean) to take care of the kids, home...EVERYTHING (lol) by herself! As a mother of four I was a little or A LOT nervous thinking about this in the days before he left. I didn't have a true sense of all that it would entail though, until my helper and best friend was gone and I was on my own. I remember while in the bathroom getting ready for bed that night, repeatedly telling God, tears rolling down my face, "I trust You.", "I trust You." as a way of comforting myself. He was literally all that I had with not having any family or close friends around and I was going to truly learn what it is to trust in and lean on Him completely in the coming months. That is the greatest lesson I've learnt!
Another important lesson I learnt was just how strong I am and how much I'm capable of, when I let Him be my strength. I am blessed to have a husband that took care of so many things, like keeping gas in the vehicle, putting the garbage out, shovelling, vehicle maintenance, helping with the kids...the list goes on. He's awesome! At the same time, because of that I had never gained any independence. We got married at 17 and 19, so I literally went from living with parents to living with him. This time we've had apart has been such a blessing! My confidence has been boosted, I am so much more independent and I was forced to concur many of my fears. We have also grown closer as a couple, which is just a whole other awesome story.
Looking back ten months later...it's almost been a year already! It's amazing! I have learnt so many other things that I probably would have never learnt... to check tire pressure and inflate the tires to the needed pressure, change wiper blades, snake a toilet (that one I learnt today), set a mouse trap, BBQ and change the temp. on the hot water heater. I can 'pop the hood' like nobody's business, bringing the vehicle to the garage is no big deal and I am now a professional snow shoveler, gas pumper and grocery shopper (with four kids). I've kept up with paying the bills, cooking, cleaning, bringing the kids to school, picking them up, making lunches, dishes, laundry, e-mails, making and returning phone calls, helping with homework, putting the kids in bed (if you're a mother, you know the task that can be!), doctor appts., dentist appts., vet appts., putting the garbage and recycling out, getting rid of dead mice, parent/teacher interviews, play dates, football games, picking up the babysitter, attending my own meetings, leading a Bible/book study, being a children's church co-ordinator, council member at church and children's church teacher to name a few and to top all of that off...we now have our house up for sale. Getting this place ready for a showing by myself is a small feat in itself. The best part...I havn't been able to do one of those things in my own strength, it's only by the strength that He has given me and I am so thankful!
If you are feeling alone or you just don't have the strength to make it through a certain situation, I encourage you to call out to God! He will give you the strength to do all that you need to do every time! I don't know how important music is in your life, but it is vital in mine. I really don't know what I would do without it! Every time I'm going through something difficult... I was going to say that I always seem to find an encouraging song, but an encouraging song always seems to find me. This time in my life is no different. With our house up for sale, but no 'bites' and anticipating the move that will bring our family back together, it can be difficult to stay at rest. I once again am reminded that I need to trust in and rely on Him completely and that He promises He'll never leave me or forsake me. The song 'He said' by Group 1 Crew is the song that has kept me encouraged and I encourage you to listen to it.
With love,
Chantel
'He said' by Group 1 Crew
Chorus:
I won't give you more, more than you can take
and I might let you bend, but I won't let you break
and no-o-o-o-o-o, I'll never ever let you go-o-o-o-o-o
Don't you forget what He said
I love those words and what an awesome visual! Thank-you Lord!
Monday 10 June 2013
Sunday 9 June 2013
I'm back...!
Hello everybody,
It's been a long time since I've written anything in here and I've missed it! At first I stopped writing because we started doing extensive renovations in our house and there wasn't really anywhere to sit and write comfortably. After some time went by, I started thinking I didn't have anything worth while to say and stopped writing completely. Well I'm happy to report that I no longer feel that way, so here I am, back to share some things I've learnt, am still learning and hopefully things that can encourage you! My first new post will be posted tomorrow. I'm excited!
Chantel
It's been a long time since I've written anything in here and I've missed it! At first I stopped writing because we started doing extensive renovations in our house and there wasn't really anywhere to sit and write comfortably. After some time went by, I started thinking I didn't have anything worth while to say and stopped writing completely. Well I'm happy to report that I no longer feel that way, so here I am, back to share some things I've learnt, am still learning and hopefully things that can encourage you! My first new post will be posted tomorrow. I'm excited!
Chantel
Tuesday 24 January 2012
Forgiveness Is A Two-Step Process
Have you ever needed to forgive somebody? I think we all have at one point or another. It's not always easy to do it is?! You've asked God to forgive you for holding on to whatever it may have been against that person, you've decided in yourself that you have forgiven that person, you've told that person that you have forgiven them and you think it's over and done with...in the past. But then, you're out somewhere with a group of women and one of them starts to share a hurtful experience that they are going through or have gone through and it all comes flooding back...thoughts of the person who hurt you and how they hurt you. You then share your experience with her, in an attempt to make yourself feel better, to connect with her, because you've both experienced a similar situation and now you have somebody who understands. Sound familiar? But then, you get home and you don't feel so good. You regret having said anything, because not all of your words were kind and encouraging, you wonder if you've actually forgiven that person, because you now aren't feeling all that forgiving after re-living the experience and you realize that you were not an example of a woman of God, to the woman that you thought you were connecting with. You feel awful! This is one example of how we can go from forgiveness or what we thought was forgiveness, to right back where we started and frustrated.
This past week in our Bible study, us women were discussing the difficult relationships that we are dealing with or have dealt with in our life and about forgiving those people that we are in relationship with. We ended that conversation talking about how God instructs us to not only forgive those people, but to also bless them, or in other words, to speak well of them and to pray for them. I am guilty at certain times, of thinking I have forgiven a person, but later on bringing up what was said or done to me and not speaking well of that person. I didn't bless them. It will not work that way! Forgiveness is a two-step process. We must forgive (part 1) and bless (part 2). Until we do both parts, we have not obeyed what God has instructed us to do in Luke 6:27, 28 and we will not have the victory and peace we are seeking.
In an Everyday Life Article in my Bible, Joyce Meyer says: "Hating those who hurt you is like taking the poison yourself and hoping your enemy will die."
There is a girl that I was very close friends with in elementary school. We started to spend less and less time together as we got older, until it came to a point where we rarely spoke. The last time that I saw her she said some unkind words to me that hurt my feelings. We were about fourteen years old at the time. I carried that hurt and resentment with me until I was twenty-one. Now I certainly didn't want her to die like the quote says above, I didn't hate her, but the feelings I had weren't good and they were effecting my life in negative way. God had been working on my heart and I realized one day, that I was no longer carrying the hurt and resentment that I had toward her. I decided to write her a letter, to let her know that I had forgiven her for what she said. She wrote me back very soon after, apologizing for having hurt my feelings, but the funny part (I can laugh at it now) is that she had no idea that she had hurt my feelings. The hurt and resentment that I was holding on to all of those years was only hurting me. I am so glad that I wrote her that letter of forgiveness, but I regret that I didn't forgive her sooner!
The message in this blog is what God has been sharing with me this past week and I felt to share it with you. My prayer for you, is that in all of your less than perfect relationships, you will not only forgive, but bless the other person in the times that forgiveness is needed and not wait. Doing this will not only bless them, but it will bless you as well. Don't waste your life holding on to negative feelings and with resentment in your heart. It has taken me a long time, too long, to really 'get it' and I can tell you from experience, that there is real peace and freedom when you forgive and bless.
With Much Love,
Chantel
This past week in our Bible study, us women were discussing the difficult relationships that we are dealing with or have dealt with in our life and about forgiving those people that we are in relationship with. We ended that conversation talking about how God instructs us to not only forgive those people, but to also bless them, or in other words, to speak well of them and to pray for them. I am guilty at certain times, of thinking I have forgiven a person, but later on bringing up what was said or done to me and not speaking well of that person. I didn't bless them. It will not work that way! Forgiveness is a two-step process. We must forgive (part 1) and bless (part 2). Until we do both parts, we have not obeyed what God has instructed us to do in Luke 6:27, 28 and we will not have the victory and peace we are seeking.
In an Everyday Life Article in my Bible, Joyce Meyer says: "Hating those who hurt you is like taking the poison yourself and hoping your enemy will die."
There is a girl that I was very close friends with in elementary school. We started to spend less and less time together as we got older, until it came to a point where we rarely spoke. The last time that I saw her she said some unkind words to me that hurt my feelings. We were about fourteen years old at the time. I carried that hurt and resentment with me until I was twenty-one. Now I certainly didn't want her to die like the quote says above, I didn't hate her, but the feelings I had weren't good and they were effecting my life in negative way. God had been working on my heart and I realized one day, that I was no longer carrying the hurt and resentment that I had toward her. I decided to write her a letter, to let her know that I had forgiven her for what she said. She wrote me back very soon after, apologizing for having hurt my feelings, but the funny part (I can laugh at it now) is that she had no idea that she had hurt my feelings. The hurt and resentment that I was holding on to all of those years was only hurting me. I am so glad that I wrote her that letter of forgiveness, but I regret that I didn't forgive her sooner!
The message in this blog is what God has been sharing with me this past week and I felt to share it with you. My prayer for you, is that in all of your less than perfect relationships, you will not only forgive, but bless the other person in the times that forgiveness is needed and not wait. Doing this will not only bless them, but it will bless you as well. Don't waste your life holding on to negative feelings and with resentment in your heart. It has taken me a long time, too long, to really 'get it' and I can tell you from experience, that there is real peace and freedom when you forgive and bless.
With Much Love,
Chantel
Thursday 19 January 2012
Why 'Walk On The Water'?
When I was 19 years old, I attended my first Women's Conference. The first night, after the speaker finished, she invited those who wanted to, to come to the front to pray or to be prayed for if they wished. I went to the front to pray. While I was up there, a lady came to me and started to pray over me. She shared with me/prophesied, that I would one day have a ministry as a public speaker. When she left me, the Holy Spirit confirmed this and told me that I would one day speak in the same conference room that I was in at the time. WOW!!! Have you ever heard the saying "joy unspeakable"? That was me at that moment! I was SO filled with joy, surprised and excited, along with so many other emotions! It was amazing and I will never forget it!!!
Fast forward eight years... I was sitting in my vehicle one day, waiting to pick my kids up from school and a song that I had never heard before... 'Walk On The Water' by Britt Nicole came on the radio. At that time in my life, I needed to make a difficult decision... to attend Bible College or not to attend Bible College? I felt that God was calling me to go, as a way of preparing me for ministry, but I wasn't sure. It was a difficult decision for me to make for a few reasons. I was 26 years old, not fresh out of high school with a mind geared toward studying, homework or assignments, I had four kids, so I was busy already and I would need to juggle my school times around theirs, finances were an issue (schooling is not cheap) and I was just not feeling confident in myself. "I've been out of school for eight years. What if I fail my classes?" All of these things were going through my mind. I would also at the same time that Bible College would start, be leading my first women's Bible/Book study and would need to prepare for that each week along with attending Bible College and all it would entail should I decide to go. I googled the song 'Walk On The Water' when I got home and after listening to it a few more times and being encouraged by the words, the idea came to me...Walk On The Water Ministries is what I'm going to call my ministry, whenever it starts and I decided to step out in faith as Peter did when he stepped out of the boat and walked on the water toward Jesus, (Matthew 14:25-29) and go to Bible College. When we trust God and step out for Him, He does amazing things! I only got to attend one semester, because God lead us to move out of the Province that we were living in to the Province that we currently live a few months later...(that is another story of faith) but it was the best five months of my life! It was the closest that I have felt to Him and the most fulfilled I've been spiritually! And guess what?! I passed!
As I wrote in the 'about me' portion of my blog, I am expecting great things in 2012 and believe that this blog is a part of my ministry. Hence the name "Walk On The Water'.
Fast forward eight years... I was sitting in my vehicle one day, waiting to pick my kids up from school and a song that I had never heard before... 'Walk On The Water' by Britt Nicole came on the radio. At that time in my life, I needed to make a difficult decision... to attend Bible College or not to attend Bible College? I felt that God was calling me to go, as a way of preparing me for ministry, but I wasn't sure. It was a difficult decision for me to make for a few reasons. I was 26 years old, not fresh out of high school with a mind geared toward studying, homework or assignments, I had four kids, so I was busy already and I would need to juggle my school times around theirs, finances were an issue (schooling is not cheap) and I was just not feeling confident in myself. "I've been out of school for eight years. What if I fail my classes?" All of these things were going through my mind. I would also at the same time that Bible College would start, be leading my first women's Bible/Book study and would need to prepare for that each week along with attending Bible College and all it would entail should I decide to go. I googled the song 'Walk On The Water' when I got home and after listening to it a few more times and being encouraged by the words, the idea came to me...Walk On The Water Ministries is what I'm going to call my ministry, whenever it starts and I decided to step out in faith as Peter did when he stepped out of the boat and walked on the water toward Jesus, (Matthew 14:25-29) and go to Bible College. When we trust God and step out for Him, He does amazing things! I only got to attend one semester, because God lead us to move out of the Province that we were living in to the Province that we currently live a few months later...(that is another story of faith) but it was the best five months of my life! It was the closest that I have felt to Him and the most fulfilled I've been spiritually! And guess what?! I passed!
As I wrote in the 'about me' portion of my blog, I am expecting great things in 2012 and believe that this blog is a part of my ministry. Hence the name "Walk On The Water'.
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